Friday, October 24, 2008

Eye Opener Weekend...

I was quite depressed with few things happening to me... Couldn't understand what was wrong with me.....I had promised my friend that I will be meeting him this weekend... Since I am away from home, there is lot of demand for me over the weekends..... Weekends make me feel like a STAR.... :)......Family and friends everyone wanting part of you.... But despite of everyone liking and wanting me so much, why was i feeling so depressed and low... :(

Sis dear had plans for dinner and I also had to meet Mr. Ajo... So we finally decided that we three will go for dinner together....I was physically present with them but mentally not..... I was wandering somewhere else.... I was questioning myself where am I if not here.....I knew the answer...I was missing someone.... :(....I was missing out on the conservation and discussions which were going on the dinning table.... My friend and Sis were getting wild....

Mr. Ajo, my godfather,my mentor and a wonderful friend.... He is always besides me in all the seasons of my life.... Knows what makes me low, what brings smile on my face and what all blunders I do.... :)

Looking at me he understood that I was depressed about something.... Without me having defined my problem, he had given me solution.....Gargi, just stay in the present, learn from your mistakes.... I always live in past or future... :( Not making my present happy...

After the dinner I was feeling so good, revived!!The food then tasted awesome... Being a foodie, I love to hog.... And I just long and love to share these hogging moments wid Sis, Mr. Ajo and the person I miss.... :) Love you all... Thanks for always being there.....

Thursday, October 23, 2008

What I missed this year....

For me the new year started when I moved to Pune for my career....Last whole year has been a great learning...
So what all did I miss the whole year---
What I missed the most, MY FAMILY....
I missed ma HOME SWEET HOME, the lake view and greenary in Shimpoli.
I missed ma first company.
I missed building SSiS mappings, filling timesheets, VSS, etc.... (Everything so close to my heart)
I missed travelling daily for 4 hours (which is now compensated by my weekend travel)
I missed Ghodbunder\Powai road.
I missed playing "Mendicoat.." in bus.
I missed chatting wid bus friends all long journey.
I missed garma-garma chapatis and fish curry\fry (which I used to get even after coming home even at mid-night)
I missed hogging Mangoes in Summer and Gaboli fry in Rains.
I missed the Schezwan noodle dosa during snack time on weekdays.
I missed the sudu-ko solving sessions with Mom.
I missed the firings from dad.... :)
I missed the Kastur Park Ganapati ... Dint meet Bappa for the first time since birth.... :( Very senti about it.....
I missed the Ganapati Visarjan for the first time... :( Missed dancing during the visarjan procession...
Last but not the least, I missed Diwali in Mumbai.... something which I am not gonna miss this year... :)Mom has plans to teach me how to make "Pharal..." Hope I learn!!Have taken an entire weeks off to enjoy the Diwali to the fullest in the comfort of home, wid family, sweets and friends..... :)
Wishing you all and your family to a very happy and properous Diwali in Advance...